We're taking bets that sometimes you are wrong...

Over the years I have been wrong about a great many things. Usually it is related to something I couldn't possibly know, but have the arrogance to think I am right anyway. Other times it is based on my favorite sports teams and my faith they will win. When I was younger I was wrong many times about the person I liked as they inevitably never liked me back. Being wrong is a hard thing to accept, but is something we really need to embrace in order for us to grow.

Which leads me to my thought of when you really think you are wrong about something but could be right. Are you actually wrong if you think you are wrong, but actually right? This is a dilemma I am running through in my head. All the signs point to me being completely wrong, but there is something nagging at me telling me you are probably right. Of course this could just be the next chapter in my dropping into madness. Hopefully I will be wrong so all can be right with the world again, but maybe I am right and things will be even more right with the world than before.

Thanks for listening blog.

WTBT Vol. 5 - 2016

We're taking bets that...

* the things you control are more important that the things you do not.
* it is nice to see the Sox in First Place even though it is early in the season.
* no matter how old you are you can smile at people making poop jokes.
* if you are not watching Quantico you are missing out.
* you are getting old if you remember reading this blog regularly.
* being told you are a nice person never gets old.
* "you'll see me in hindsight tangled up with you all night" are really cool lyrics.
* Alessie Cara might be the best new singer no one quite knows yet.
* you cannot wait for Captain America: Civil War.

We're taking bets that your thoughts can cause you trouble...

Hey blog. I hope you are doing well. Sadly my thoughts are keeping me up again. I really need the sleep and cannot figure out how to get it. Just rehashing stuff that doesn't need to be thought of any more. Reality should have set in by now, but my mind keeps trying to find alternatives. Ultimately I am what I am and others are what they are. Why in the world would I be a part of their thoughts or should I even be? It's kind of like that Far Side where the guy is wondering stuff and the girl realizes she really likes vanilla. It is not even that complicated. I really like vanilla, but so doesn't everyone else.

I have decided it is fun to rant to you because even when I rant it is mostly nonsensical. Of course it makes sense to me, but it shouldn't. Thanks again for listening blog. Talk to you again soon.

WTBT Vol 4 - 2016

We're taking bets that...

* even if you love dogs a high pitched yipping dog will get on your nerves.
* seeing someone come up from giving road head in the car next to you is a little disturbing.
* I should pay more attention to the road ahead than the cars next to me.
* the Sox and Yankees are both awful this year and will not meet in the playoffs.
* Prince has so much great music that many people haven't even heard it is a shame.
* Prince might be one of the most gifted lyricists of all time.
* you are getting old if you remember when Prince loved Appollonia.
* there is something strangely exciting about these grilled cheeses.
* being who others thing you are all the time is exhausting because it just isn't the real you.
* the Capitals might actually win the Stanley Cup this year.
* getting a weird handshake from a father of a potential student is probably the best thing to happen to me today.
* the definition of sexy is all in the eyes of the beholder, but this site is pretty on with this post.

We're taking bets that Celebrity Crush of the Week...

Hayley Atwell from Agent Carter is unbelievably beautiful. Smart and sexy is one of the best combinations. She has a crazy beautiful smile.

We're taking bets that once you go down the rabbit hole you have to find a new way out...

I have made some sound decisions in my life but they seem to be the wrong ones now. I am not sure if I can move past what has happened. One little thing has turned into one big thing. Funny thing is that I am the only one who knows it. They say Virgos could be on the verge of death and no one would know it. I am not quite that dramatic, but I need relief. I am getting some help, but it cannot come quick enough. Thankfully, I have things to make me happy even if they are fleeting. The joy in just one smile even if it is not meant for me is good enough. That's really all it takes just one smile. Thanks for listening blog.

WTBT Vol 3 - 2016

We're taking bets that...

* you are secretly going to miss American Idol next January.
* the top 5 winners of American Idol are Kelly Clarkson, Carrie Underwood, Jordin Sparks, Phillip Phillips, and David Cook
* the top 5 non-winners of American Idol are Jennifer Hudson, Lauren Alaina, Clay Aiken, Adam Lambert and Chris Daughtery.
* the Bruins did not deserve to make the playoffs, but neither did the Red Wings.
* being sick is never fun even if you are pampered.
* I don't get pampered.
* Quinnipiac Men's Hockey did not play well enough to win the championship.
* QU Men's Hockey will win the National Championship in the next 5 years.
* newspapers like the Boston Globe are still worthwhile especially when they post things like this.

We're taking bets that trying is important...

It is not easy to try something that should help you. Everyone believes they are self aware, but most of us really have no clue what we need. I am trying something new and I think that it will help, but it might get me to conclusions I really don't want. I am no where near there yet, but I have never felt closer. It's kind of like watching a little kid be afraid of heights, but attempt to go to the edge. They are at least 20 feet from the edge, but they feel like they are falling off a cliff. That sums up how I am feeling.

Sadly, I cannot say that because it means that I am not giving this try a chance. I really am though, but what ever happens I know I won't quite be the same. Which really isn't a bad thing, but maybe it is. Don't you love the ability to turn a positive into a negative and back again with a comma and the word "but". So very simple.

Still trying to figure out a few thoughts. They won't go away and it really is freaking me out. I can honestly say that I am lost when it comes to those thoughts because they will happen when I am least expecting it and on a completely different topic. I find myself having those thoughts having emotions tied with them and they needing to shake them out of my head. It is amazing how crazy that sounds when I read out loud to myself. Blog, I hope you know that I am revealing everything and nothing all at the same time. It is nice to get them out.

Just remember trying is important.

WTBT Vol 2 - 2016

We're taking bets that...

* even when you think the path you are on is good something can throw you off quickly.
* the mind is a terrible thing to waste, but it is even worse to use too much.
* snow makes good people crazy sometimes.
* you are getting old if you remember when Yeah! by Usher came out.
* venting to another person is completely healthy until you over share.
* fabric softener is the greatest laundry invention since laundry machines.
* there is way too many great things on TV/Netflix/Hulu/Amazon/Etc. to really be up to date with pop culture.
* if you don't listen to Jess Glynne you are really missing out on a great singer.
* even though you probably don't watch you are going to miss that American Idol is no longer on the air after Wednesday.
* being a fraud is not a real thing because no one is truly a fraud they are just hiding their real self.

WTBT Vol 1 - 2016

We're taking bets that...

* life takes a lot of turns you have no idea are coming, but if you are a good driver you can navigate them.
* the Cubs will not win the World Series.
* the Red Sox will make the playoffs this year.
* Trump should scare all Americans if he becomes the President and the fact that he doesn't means we have a bunch of things to fix.
* it is odd when my mother and I agree on something when it comes to politics.
* I still can't back her candidate, but at least she doesn't approve of Trump.
* we have to find ways to be better to each other because love truly does heal.
* it's crazy how the littlest things can have the biggest effect on your mood.
* there is no easy way to lie to yourself, but people do it every single day.
* if you have not heard Leah Guest's version of 7 years you need to.
* I really miss writing this blog.
* some days the loneliest days are the ones you are surrounded by a ton of people.

We're taking bets that I might be in trouble...

I am sorting of losing my mind. Not really, but I am feeling a little lost and confused. I don't really feel like I can share so I decided to just write this little piece to make myself feel better. Not sure it is helping, but at least I can move the thoughts from my head to the internet. That always helps things.

The thing is I was myself and something happened I cannot explain. I can't get it out of my head and it is driving me up a wall. I want to reach out to a number of different people, but everyone will judge me. Rightfully so as it is really something that is completely in my head and not real, but for some reason I cannot shake the feelings it is inducing. All the feels.

Thanks for listen blog. I am sorry I have not been attentive, but know someday I will be back and we will share to the world again.

GMad