We're taking bets that once you go down the rabbit hole you have to find a new way out...

I have made some sound decisions in my life but they seem to be the wrong ones now. I am not sure if I can move past what has happened. One little thing has turned into one big thing. Funny thing is that I am the only one who knows it. They say Virgos could be on the verge of death and no one would know it. I am not quite that dramatic, but I need relief. I am getting some help, but it cannot come quick enough. Thankfully, I have things to make me happy even if they are fleeting. The joy in just one smile even if it is not meant for me is good enough. That's really all it takes just one smile. Thanks for listening blog.